3rd post this sunday...thinking of those happy times we had makes me long for them. makes me wanna cry...

ah wtheck. another of this 2 posts in 1 day. what to do. i just read kandaces blog.

Quote:" have been had a spoken to someone a little more frequently and perhaps a little more genuinely.

I do regret my actions.. or should I say, NON-action (haha) and hopefully can improve and embrace uncertainty a bit better in the days to come. Perhaps speak with someone I don't usually speak with or just have a plesant and meaningful conversation with a friend."

gosh made me think it did. reallyy think. so made me think of all the friends i am so grateful to have. HONESTLY. list is not exclusive. benji and casey, leroy and kenneth, joey and anthony, myra and chibi, and yes andrea and kandace of course. lol. dang made me remember how i 1st got to know the 2 of them.

haha. so i 1st got to know andrea. i saw her after one night before a debate competition. recognized she was frm church said hi. at that time i thought she was called abish. lol. ya wtheck. that same night AFTER my debate, i saw kandace. and yes i knew that i saw her around in church b4, so i said hi. haha. she probably thought i was some crazy random guy. (hmm..sounds like me.) but so i got to know andrea 1st and she introduced me to kandace and thats how i got to know 2 wonderful friends. we became real close? or at least i felt close to them. smsed them everyday. called them too. told them things i told no one else and shared some secrets and problems with each other. except other than casey and ben mayb. but then...we started driftin away...far away. or at least again, haha, to me. maybe its coz, i changed. mayb its coz they changed. mayb its coz we both changed. haha. or that we talked to each other less and less. regret it? totally. so yes. maybe its time. time i start picking up those friendships that i miss. that i feel i've lost...a pity. big pity.

but i want to thank all you awesome friends i have. i dont talk much. i dont often say and tell people how much they mean to me. but ya'll do. and i loved and am loving every moment i spend with each one of you. may the fire of friendship always burn in our hearts. (:

so yesterday was a splendid day? went on my 1st date. and haha. my fingers are sore. went bowling. lol. so rmbr i was blogging about how i suck at bowling unless theres a hot girl around? lol. and even when there was one 2lanes down when i last went bowling, i cudnt score above 100...this time, i got 8strikes, one turkey, and 9spares in 5games. haha. so infer. she's KICKASS hot. haha. but shes really nice. mormon of course. hopefully things would work out. but theres army, mission and college. and americans marry young. pft. what to do~?

Quote from a note her mom wrote on FB:

"Rachel turned sixteen last week and will be going on her first date today...scary!!!!!! She is a really good kid and this boy in our branch here has been waiting for her to turn sixteen so they could start dating."

lol. never say i'm a good kid! pout. oh well. haha.

so i'm injured. a sickly bruised toe. got stomped on while at the beach retreat with my school. thought it was just pain and it would go so i rubbed it then went to unofficially train and do beach runs with the track team, played some rugby, went home and saw a purple, black and swollen 2nd toe. so now i have to cool of my training. bummer eh...

gosh, i hope things betweeb the 2 of us works out~

BECAUSE OF OVERWHELMING POPULAR DEMAND~! (yar rite...) I am updating my blog. so i have school till 5pm today. joy. thanks to MUN. haha. so I have 2 coaches now to help me with my training. and they are quite crazyyy. but thats a good thing rite? Xp training everyday during lunch on top of 3days of 1.5hrs of fitness class per week. awesome eh?

but so i am stoning away now in MUN meeting. no one really online to chat with so. haha. casey is pia-ing for his test, nj peeps have pw now or are still in sch so...so gosh seriousleeee.

so liz finally answered her sms XD aMAZinggg. haha. btw she doesnt like internet smses. lol thats why its amazingg. ip2's just finished OBS but they didnt manage to sail so aww...

talking about sailing, i've finally managed to find a sailing club here in shenzhen! whoots.

gosh so you probably realized (yeah realized with a "Z" and not "S". americano style haha) life has been rather boring for me. i still have to upload some pictures but i'm lazyy.

Kandace is an awesome photgrapher. more than awesome actually.

Liz is just crazily funny but i havent talked to her for a long time~:(

casey is just epic. go study dude...lol.

benji is just having fun with his war games...yar ritez.

I have helped 3 people with their EOMs which was great but I realized too that I have a whole stack of shiat waiting for me. fun eh~

i miss singapore, i miss my laksa, i miss my mee robus, and my botak jones *pout* and all my friends of course.

but yes we youth in the Shenzhen branch are awesome. coryne and emily sang the previous sunday. awesome. blew me to heaven and back. and so emily went for efy and sang there, some person went up to her and asked when she would cut her own album coz she wanted to buy it. then called her a disney princess. yes, she has the looks to go with the voice.

we awesome people. Xp

xian day...wtvr

so i realized the reason why i dont put any labels for my posts. if i do, everything will just be labeled under RANDOM. haha. 2nd day in xian. kinda~bought a converse shirt yesterday. today went to church. small branch in xian that is made up of the 5ppl from my family, the branch president, and this single lady in her late 40's who has 50+ kids. aha. (she runs an orphanage) so it was quite coool. met in the branch president's house. sang hymns, since the branch is so small everyone was required to bear a 15 min testimony. lol. jkjk but we all had to bear a testimony. going to visit some museum now and flip i hate museums. oh well.
found out something too. i only fear 2 things.
1) God
2) Heights
and because of my 2nd fear, dang i'll have trouble adjusting to life in heaven...(assumptions aplenty lol)

so Men's enrichment. 3P's. Pool (as in like billards), Ping Pong and PIZZAAAAA. haha. then we went to play bowling and yes i stinked. haha. fine i sinked the winning shots in pool when we were playing 2-2 but for bowling seesh. reminded me of the times that i went bowling with leroy and kenneth and how i only managed to sink stikes in a row when there was this hawt gal a few lanes down. then leroy and kenneth was like shout chio bu and throw mayb will work. haha. worked. no gutter. just strikes, spares and more than once. funnyyyyy. then we came back to one of the brother's house to play more pool. cut-throat pool.
so now the summer is still on. i'm in xian now and will be visiting a few other places. sch starting soon in 3 weeks? i'll still be attending the 2day seminary though even though i have completed all 4 years. since tahts what some ppl in singapore are doing rite? instead of doing institute this year? haha. but so i dont need to do the seminary hw that i would usually need too. luckyy.
i have seriously gotten dumber anyway...if thats possible. with the schooling system here honestly. compared to in singapore its a piece of cake but i've gotten so slack that i'm grumbling...grr.
going for thimun this year. but i hvnt registered for NS so i'm scared i kena caught at the airport. lol. my teacher said that he would ask teh dude to check my passport again if he lets me through for fun to make him arrest me. lol.