Sunday, June 29, 2008
Thursday, June 26, 2008
one pic from the recent race.
this will be a short post. haha. one i realise how dead i am. theres obs next week for 7days. then after one more week will be my next race. rawrrr. badbadbad....gotta go swim. haha. YES. and i do realise i owe many people their bday mars bar. since uhm. april? coming coming. sorreee! haha.
Saturday, June 21, 2008
Its Friday and after the long bus ride during which time I spent thinking, (yes thinking. NOT emo-ing. Please) about what life means to me. (yarr. Intellectual activity. Be surprise!) also thinking about the day and the events that have just transpired. Thus I have decided to write this little essay? What is life.
You know in life, the hugest choices are usually easy to make. Coz the choice is just too darn obvious. Like drugs for example. Instinctively you say nooooo. Simple! Tadah! But it’s the small ones that are a pain in the neck.
As I was thinking, I likened life to a bed of roses. Really. Because it’s beautiful. Imagine, like a bed of roses, meticulously planted and carefully nurtured, so was the world created in the same manner. But roses have thorns! And that’s why its so much like life. Its beautiful, but can be painful. And you know in that bed of roses, there are flowers of many colours.
There’s a white rose. And lets say that signifies eternal life. Splendid flower! But yes there are thorns. The sacrifice is earthly temporal wants perhaps? Like fame? Or maybe wealth? Pride too?
Then there’s the black rose. Which is suppose to be quite rare and valuable, but since white = eternal life, I shall use black = temporal stuff. That flower is also tempting. Imagine. Riches, popularity etc. Whatever you want! But the thorns are huge. Eternal consequences will probably be it if one becomes too obsessed with it.. Do you really want that flower?
Then of course. How can we miss out the red rose. Oh yes. Bingo! Its love. Its funny how life has a sense of humour huh. I used to think that the best way to avoid love was to pile myself and bury myself in work. So I did that! Joined debates and choir in an attempt to shut myself up from the world. Then oh life with its sense of humour. The very thing that was supposed to keep me away from such emotions brought me to it. The only reason why I got to know her is because of my CCA. And I don’t regret it. Although nothing much has come out of it.
So love. A splendid rose too huh. But yes. Thorns in it too. You’re results perhaps? Or maybe it might even be one of your childhood best friends? Just maybe. You may never know.
But in this journey I am so grateful to have 2 things.
1) My friends who have always helped me, lifted me up, slapped some sense into me. Haha. Most recent being casey and trent and the lil kidd. (haha. That’s what I’m calling you from now on. Xp) thanks so much. Really.
2) Christ and everything he has given to me. When I prick my finger on the rose, he is always there to bandage it for me.
So there. My little thesis?
Just something random. Its just weird how the normally talkative me is totally silent when in her presence. Queer?
You know in life, the hugest choices are usually easy to make. Coz the choice is just too darn obvious. Like drugs for example. Instinctively you say nooooo. Simple! Tadah! But it’s the small ones that are a pain in the neck.
As I was thinking, I likened life to a bed of roses. Really. Because it’s beautiful. Imagine, like a bed of roses, meticulously planted and carefully nurtured, so was the world created in the same manner. But roses have thorns! And that’s why its so much like life. Its beautiful, but can be painful. And you know in that bed of roses, there are flowers of many colours.
There’s a white rose. And lets say that signifies eternal life. Splendid flower! But yes there are thorns. The sacrifice is earthly temporal wants perhaps? Like fame? Or maybe wealth? Pride too?
Then there’s the black rose. Which is suppose to be quite rare and valuable, but since white = eternal life, I shall use black = temporal stuff. That flower is also tempting. Imagine. Riches, popularity etc. Whatever you want! But the thorns are huge. Eternal consequences will probably be it if one becomes too obsessed with it.. Do you really want that flower?
Then of course. How can we miss out the red rose. Oh yes. Bingo! Its love. Its funny how life has a sense of humour huh. I used to think that the best way to avoid love was to pile myself and bury myself in work. So I did that! Joined debates and choir in an attempt to shut myself up from the world. Then oh life with its sense of humour. The very thing that was supposed to keep me away from such emotions brought me to it. The only reason why I got to know her is because of my CCA. And I don’t regret it. Although nothing much has come out of it.
So love. A splendid rose too huh. But yes. Thorns in it too. You’re results perhaps? Or maybe it might even be one of your childhood best friends? Just maybe. You may never know.
But in this journey I am so grateful to have 2 things.
1) My friends who have always helped me, lifted me up, slapped some sense into me. Haha. Most recent being casey and trent and the lil kidd. (haha. That’s what I’m calling you from now on. Xp) thanks so much. Really.
2) Christ and everything he has given to me. When I prick my finger on the rose, he is always there to bandage it for me.
So there. My little thesis?
Just something random. Its just weird how the normally talkative me is totally silent when in her presence. Queer?
Thursday, June 19, 2008
Ten Top Trivia Tips about Jiayi!
- Jiayi can't sweat!
- If you toss Jiayi 10000 times, she will not land heads 5000 times, but more like 4950, because her head weighs more and thus ends up on the bottom.
- The National Heart Foundation recommends eating Jiayi at least three times a week.
- Jiayi will often glow under UV light!
- The only planet that rotates on its side is Jiayi.
- The difference between Jiayi and a village is that Jiayi does not have a church.
- If you lie on your back with your legs stretched it is impossible to sink in Jiayi!
- Jiayiolatry is the mindless worship of Jiayi.
- About one tenth of Jiayi is permanently covered in ice.
- American Airlines saved forty thousand dollars a year by eliminating Jiayi from each salad served in first class!
tks so much lil kidd for all the help! haha (:
okk. this is going on for too long. i cant act like this for much longerrrrr. cant act as if nothing is happening. grr. the only thing that is stopping me from bursting out is casey's threat that he will whack me if i do. lol. tks. hahaha. yeahh. talentnite and belly dance! come watch. ahhahaha
mark?
mark?
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
The rules are:
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then go to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they've been tagged and ask them to play and read your blog.
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What 5 things was I doing 10 years ago?
-Being a good little boy. Xp
-Learning my primary songs. (like many people. Haha)
-uhmm, really dunno liao. Haha. Ehh. I was 6yrs old!
5 things on my to-do list today
-Do SS/GSproject. Gahh
-Do Chi book review. Yuuucks
-Practice for talentnite. Alone…lol
-Chat online
-Finish this quiz when I’m free later Xp
5 Snacks I enjoy
-Chocolateeee! Buahaha.
-apples X)
-uhmm…kettle chips
-b&j?
-does milk count? Haha
5 Things I would do if I were a billionaire
- Get a laptop. Wait. Make that a macbook air. Yeahh. The slim and sexy one. haha
- Bring my bestest pals out
- take her out for the time of our lives. And of course get her something that will last an eternity. (:
- get a castle Xp
- give to charity (: and take a group of people from some less fortunate home out for a good time (:
5 of my bad habits
- I don’t really pack my stuff. Haha.
-I keep becoming MODERATELY emo. Haha. Lol. Moderate. So not really emo. Haha.
- sending someone weekly “newsletters”. Haha. Bad habit or good habit? I duno. Haha. So just write it down. haha
-theres the waving hand action that I do sometimes. Haha. Some people notices it. Haha. And mimicks when I start doing it Xp hahaha.
- I spend too much at times. whoops
5 places I have lived
- in a friggin farm during camp with a pile of cow dung RIGHT outside my camp. Not prettyyyy. haha
- in the same friggin farm during the same camp but further up from where the dung is is a lovely river.
- in Desaru for awhile. (my first ever yc)
- In Bintan for awhile (my second yc. Lol. And the best one ever Xp hahaha. Well I only went for 2 so. Haha)
- uhmm. I’m trying to think of another exotic location. Ahha. I know! In her heart I hope (: because she has always been living in mine
5 jobs I've had
- vocal coach for the shortest of times
- debate coach also for the shortest of time
- knowing all of you great people. Yupp. It pays off. really
- acting in 2 of the most disgusting roles ever. One as Rose Gordon in flowers for algernoon. Two as George Gibbs in Our Town. Kk. It wasn’t so much of who I had to act as in this case but who I had to act with. Haha. Only NJ people will know what I’m talking about. Haha. Well I guess that counts as 2jobs so I guess I’m done!
5 people I tag
ehh. So many ppl do already. Uhm aiya. THE jnr, jiayi. Haha. (yeups dun pretend not to be emo and make good use of your time by doing this quiz. Hahaha. Jkjk. Trust you.) hmm. Shinny if free (:, aha. Casey if bored. And last one. Ahhhh. Aiyaa anyone else laa.
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then go to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they've been tagged and ask them to play and read your blog.
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What 5 things was I doing 10 years ago?
-Being a good little boy. Xp
-Learning my primary songs. (like many people. Haha)
-uhmm, really dunno liao. Haha. Ehh. I was 6yrs old!
5 things on my to-do list today
-Do SS/GSproject. Gahh
-Do Chi book review. Yuuucks
-Practice for talentnite. Alone…lol
-Chat online
-Finish this quiz when I’m free later Xp
5 Snacks I enjoy
-Chocolateeee! Buahaha.
-apples X)
-uhmm…kettle chips
-b&j?
-does milk count? Haha
5 Things I would do if I were a billionaire
- Get a laptop. Wait. Make that a macbook air. Yeahh. The slim and sexy one. haha
- Bring my bestest pals out
- take her out for the time of our lives. And of course get her something that will last an eternity. (:
- get a castle Xp
- give to charity (: and take a group of people from some less fortunate home out for a good time (:
5 of my bad habits
- I don’t really pack my stuff. Haha.
-I keep becoming MODERATELY emo. Haha. Lol. Moderate. So not really emo. Haha.
- sending someone weekly “newsletters”. Haha. Bad habit or good habit? I duno. Haha. So just write it down. haha
-theres the waving hand action that I do sometimes. Haha. Some people notices it. Haha. And mimicks when I start doing it Xp hahaha.
- I spend too much at times. whoops
5 places I have lived
- in a friggin farm during camp with a pile of cow dung RIGHT outside my camp. Not prettyyyy. haha
- in the same friggin farm during the same camp but further up from where the dung is is a lovely river.
- in Desaru for awhile. (my first ever yc)
- In Bintan for awhile (my second yc. Lol. And the best one ever Xp hahaha. Well I only went for 2 so. Haha)
- uhmm. I’m trying to think of another exotic location. Ahha. I know! In her heart I hope (: because she has always been living in mine
5 jobs I've had
- vocal coach for the shortest of times
- debate coach also for the shortest of time
- knowing all of you great people. Yupp. It pays off. really
- acting in 2 of the most disgusting roles ever. One as Rose Gordon in flowers for algernoon. Two as George Gibbs in Our Town. Kk. It wasn’t so much of who I had to act as in this case but who I had to act with. Haha. Only NJ people will know what I’m talking about. Haha. Well I guess that counts as 2jobs so I guess I’m done!
5 people I tag
ehh. So many ppl do already. Uhm aiya. THE jnr, jiayi. Haha. (yeups dun pretend not to be emo and make good use of your time by doing this quiz. Hahaha. Jkjk. Trust you.) hmm. Shinny if free (:, aha. Casey if bored. And last one. Ahhhh. Aiyaa anyone else laa.
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Ten Top Trivia Tips about Shinny!
- A lump of Shinny the size of a matchbox can be flattened into a sheet the size of a tennis court!
- Shinny is born white; her pink feathers are caused by pigments in her typical diet of shrimp!
- More people are killed by Shinny each year than die in aeroplane accidents!
- Owls cannot move their eyes, because their eyeballs are shaped like Shinny!
- Shinny can remain conscious for fifteen to twenty seconds after being decapitated!
- Louisa May Alcott, author of 'Little Shinny', hated Shinny and only wrote the book at her publisher's request!
- The only Englishman to become Shinny was Nicholas Breakspear, who was Shinny from 1154 to 1159.
- Only twelve people have ever set foot on Shinny.
- Shinny is the only king without a moustache on the standard pack of cards.
- It can take Shinny several days to move just through one tree.
i'm seriously going crazy.really. somebody slap me please. wake me up. tell me to stop dreaming. I can't believe i missed yc. i can't believe i havent been able to go out with that person yet. i can't believe i'm killing myself slowly like this. saw this quiz. think i'll jusst do it to pass time. hahaha
#1: If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
I'm a nice person. forgive and forget (:
#2: what kind of people you dislike?
Backstabbers! haha. or people who cheat my feelings for funn. hahaha
#3: What will your dream wedding be like?
A sunset dinner is a must. Everything else just the cliche will do. White stuff etc, no alcohol though.
#4: Are you hungry?
nahh.
#5: What's your ideal lover like?
well, hard to put it into words you know? but well, shes half cute. (since cute means ugly but adorable.) half cute=adorable (: and i feel calm talking to her
#6: Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
what kind of question is this!
#7: How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
well, i dnu. right now i'll say, as long as it takes.
#8: If the person you secretly like (if there isn't one, just imagine) is already attached, what would you do?
pray they break up. lol. jkjk. its like if your girl likes a total stranger, wish them the best. what else can you do? or if your best friend likes the same girl as you and is attached to her. well, just wish him the best!
#9: Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
yeahh. i havent really been able to talk/ go out with her.
#10: Is there anything that has made you happy these days?
yarr. the rare times that i talk to her.
#11: How do you see yourself in ten years time?
back from mission and with her. haha
#12: Who are currently the most important people to you?
family of coz. and well. uhmm. cant say who else. but duhh its the person i like.
#13: What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
i just decided to pull it off shinny's blog so i dont think thats counted as she tagging me. haha. so i shall not answer it Xp whee! haha. managed to avoid the qn. hahhaha.
#14: Would you rather be single and rich, or married but poor?
shux man. if i'm with that girl that i can't can't CAN'T live without, then married but poor. hope she doesnt mind?
#15: What's the first thing you do every morning?
pray
#16: Would you give it all in a relationship?
everythingg
#17: If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
kptesh. another crazy question.depends who the people are.
#18: Would you rather be friends with a geek who is a really nice guy or a super hot guy whos not nice
a geek. nice people bunch together (:
#19: What are your friends usually like?
cool people that are great!
#20: What would you do if you had one day left in the world?
one of the many things definitely is to tell her that i love her. (: and thank my friends for everything
People to tag:
benji, casey, THE jnr (haha), aiyaaa. every one on my link list. haha.
#1: If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
I'm a nice person. forgive and forget (:
#2: what kind of people you dislike?
Backstabbers! haha. or people who cheat my feelings for funn. hahaha
#3: What will your dream wedding be like?
A sunset dinner is a must. Everything else just the cliche will do. White stuff etc, no alcohol though.
#4: Are you hungry?
nahh.
#5: What's your ideal lover like?
well, hard to put it into words you know? but well, shes half cute. (since cute means ugly but adorable.) half cute=adorable (: and i feel calm talking to her
#6: Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
what kind of question is this!
#7: How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
well, i dnu. right now i'll say, as long as it takes.
#8: If the person you secretly like (if there isn't one, just imagine) is already attached, what would you do?
pray they break up. lol. jkjk. its like if your girl likes a total stranger, wish them the best. what else can you do? or if your best friend likes the same girl as you and is attached to her. well, just wish him the best!
#9: Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
yeahh. i havent really been able to talk/ go out with her.
#10: Is there anything that has made you happy these days?
yarr. the rare times that i talk to her.
#11: How do you see yourself in ten years time?
back from mission and with her. haha
#12: Who are currently the most important people to you?
family of coz. and well. uhmm. cant say who else. but duhh its the person i like.
#13: What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
i just decided to pull it off shinny's blog so i dont think thats counted as she tagging me. haha. so i shall not answer it Xp whee! haha. managed to avoid the qn. hahhaha.
#14: Would you rather be single and rich, or married but poor?
shux man. if i'm with that girl that i can't can't CAN'T live without, then married but poor. hope she doesnt mind?
#15: What's the first thing you do every morning?
pray
#16: Would you give it all in a relationship?
everythingg
#17: If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
kptesh. another crazy question.depends who the people are.
#18: Would you rather be friends with a geek who is a really nice guy or a super hot guy whos not nice
a geek. nice people bunch together (:
#19: What are your friends usually like?
cool people that are great!
#20: What would you do if you had one day left in the world?
one of the many things definitely is to tell her that i love her. (: and thank my friends for everything
People to tag:
benji, casey, THE jnr (haha), aiyaaa. every one on my link list. haha.
Sunday, June 15, 2008
Saturday, June 14, 2008
Friday, June 13, 2008
rawr. this sucks. i'm sorry ok? i know that you help alot. i dont want to stop. really really. i dont want to. should i? pick a fist for me (: haha. but you always pick the one that asks me to do it. haha. is it fate? i sure hope so. i dont want to stop. really...but i'm disheartened...
still in malaysia. miss so many things...
still in malaysia. miss so many things...
Friday, June 6, 2008
this man is feeling...down :( i think only one person, one or two people will know what i'm talking about. i'm talking about mark...as the days past and as i sat on my ledge, looking at the moon, thinking bout you, i came up with reasons why it isn't possible.
1) she's really really good looking
2) this means she will be really really popular
3) the last time i asked if she had a bf, she went "OMG UNCLE!!!" haha. good thing or bad thing i don't know
4) she has a HUGE exam next year which means that she probably will say no?
5) i don't have a phone YET
rawr! 5 reasons! ain't that enuff! there is a six but i probably wont add it in. gahhh. i just feel so....feel so ______ when i think about it...i'm sad.
1) she's really really good looking
2) this means she will be really really popular
3) the last time i asked if she had a bf, she went "OMG UNCLE!!!" haha. good thing or bad thing i don't know
4) she has a HUGE exam next year which means that she probably will say no?
5) i don't have a phone YET
rawr! 5 reasons! ain't that enuff! there is a six but i probably wont add it in. gahhh. i just feel so....feel so ______ when i think about it...i'm sad.
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