rawr. this sucks. i'm sorry ok? i know that you help alot. i dont want to stop. really really. i dont want to. should i? pick a fist for me (: haha. but you always pick the one that asks me to do it. haha. is it fate? i sure hope so. i dont want to stop. really...but i'm disheartened...

still in malaysia. miss so many things...