I think it sucks. like really. you like her alot. you really want her to know. but you just can't tell her. you don't know how she will react. you don't know how others will react. you don't know if she is taken. you don't know if that other person is your friend. simply put, its a dilemna. a huge one at that. theres nothing you can do but wait...and wait...and wait. and MAYBE. just maybe. it will succeed. i would have thought that it is really obvious though. all the huge hints. i don't do it to just anybody. and i don't know if you know but just ignores it, or really do not know. its heartbreaking. to see you everytime. to want to do something, but unable to.
fine i do realise that my posts have been taking a rather, NOT EMO, but emotional. yess. don't roll your eyes. haha. its different. really different.

i want her in my life. to be able to look into her eyes. to be able to hold her hand. to be able to fly her to the moon. to be able to say, i love you...is there that chance?