yipee! we are in the semi-finals! managed to beat cat high. but the fact that we lost the best speaker and sam gave it to them isn't really that comforting. but oh well! we'll do well the next round. which brings me to the next pissing thing. i probably cant perform on cantab. gaaah!~suuuper irritating!!!
saw her again today. she just has the tendency to make my heart stop whenever i see her. but of course i hide it well. or at least i think so. its getting crazy. for one i know she wont accept me unless i go on my mission first. so...

ccraap man. my life is screwed. i dont have what i want. i want her in my life. to be able to look into her eyes. to be able to hold her hand. to be able to fly her to the moon. to be able to say, i love you...