so exciting! 3rd/4th placing round this week. so its gonna be Beeee-Zeeeee. haha. MUST WIN. haha. come on guys we've gone so far we can push this little bit more! yc is coming up. sounds quite cool. well it always is. hahaha. but the part of me denies it will be better than last year. haha. though of course it will be. it just gets better. thats the only thing that can happen. haha. so toa payoh ward is in charge of the dance. but 1st ward wanna do it too. so hmm. should i be the mr nice guy and give it to them? haha. dunno. haha. not my jurisdiction. i'm but a small fry. haha

whenever i see her, my heart stops. the usual fearless me is suddenly stricken. motionless. usually eloquent enough but when in front of her is just lost for words. unable to express himself. the smile comes on. she always cheers him up. but he just stumbles over his words and makes a fool out of himself. he just loves her too much. but she doesn't know he does. and he doesn't know what to do either...but wait...

i want her in my life. to be able to look into her eyes. to be able to hold her hand. to be able to fly her to the moon. to be able to say, i love you...is there that chance?