dont feel like blogging leh. haha. i went to woodlands ward today! haha. was F-U-N. haha. interview today was ok. dont think i will get in though. sigh...

the last day of the holiday seminary has ended! WAIL!!! today was quite funny. stayed back today for a while. was initially watching some ppl play Risk, and listening to some rather amusing conversations.

kandace: why do everyone say that i am retarded. wenjie you are a nice guy (and here i smile to myself XP haha.) am i retarded? no right?
wenjie: eh...i better not say anything then...

well i mean its quite mean to tell someone straight that she is retarded right? haha. but i am a nice guy so i shall say that KANDACE IS NOT RETARDED (: see! i am a nice guy! XD

then later we, meaning casey and i, helped trent to film his physics video. and guess what his video was about? paper aeroplanes. haha. like what?! but yeah. paper aeroplanes. i dont know if i can go for the dance tomorrow. i kinda need to study so ya. you know. ya. hiaz. we shall see...

to make myself look intelligent, hahaha, i shall post a chim quote that i just copied from the net.

"Some are Born Great... and Some Have Greatness Thrust upon Them"

if this whole post doesnt make sense, thats good! haha. means i am so intelligent that i can confuse you. haha.
i am just feeling bored...

The new and old me! (:

yay! haha. dance is on friday! tiring though, gonna have classes on thursday night and friday morning. cant wait for friday evening!!! stayed up late yesterday. lay on the ledge next to my window and looked at the beautiful night sky. guess why! haha. not telling you coz i asked you to guess. seminary today GREAT as usual. haha. wong feng is funny. haha. everybody is so funny. haha. what am i talking about. haha. i am like the best. haha. played games in church as usual and i got 1st!!! haha. first to get wiped off the board in Risk i mean. haha. so the exams is coming. whoosh. feel very confident to do well in my England, China, chem and physics and MI (which is logic by the way. yar. study logic. like they think we are what! retarded or smth?!). then feel QUITE confident for the 2 maths and bio. mhmm. pressure man.
haha. i just realised i got so many nicknames. haha. i am "lazy bulldog"haha, "thirsty hippo" (courtersy of barker), bakerboy (tks to the wonderful clerks at njc who typed in the register that i was from acs baker and noy barker), and....ok the game is up...i am...RAMBU! i was thinking to wait till the next yc before letting it out but that is a REAL long time so there. haha. oh yar. i am also known as the HAHA KING. hahahaha. guess why. betcha cant. haha XP (well of coz in my class i am known, was known, aiya ____ known as class gentleman, am i right? uh...mgs girl, and like sonemore that i cant remember.) haha. but i like Rambu. coz my name is tan. RAMBUtan. my sis, also tan. she is AFGHANIStan. my brother also tan. but he, PAKIStan. haha. ok i realise this is real lame. haha. eh but pls! AFGHANIS and PAKIS are not my siblings' nicknames so dont call them that. haha. only my RAMBU is real. haha. i like RAMBUtans (: they are nice and sweet! dont you like him, *cough*, i mean them too? XP haha

right. so back again. i dont know. really feel a lil awkward. funny conflicting feelings inside. like...aiya. dont know how to explain. yearning to just SHOUT IT OUT and LET IT OUT! just wanna talk...cannot, as in really, cannot get emo now. its like gonna be the exams. hiaz
looking forward to seminary everyday man! some ppl will know why. gotta enjoy it while it lasts. (:
post yc dance on friday. cant wait. yc was nice. still cant forget it. really hv to thank every1 in the committee and all friends who helped LOADS giving support. MAN! i just realised that i forgot to thank the leaders during the testimony meeting soo...THANK YOU LEADERS! (although you probably wont be reading this).
so missed quite alot of things today. was supposed to go movie but didnt. was supposed to go to watch singapore open but didnt. so many thingas missed out. sieze the day man...sieze the day.
really feeling awkward. why must something always happen to my social circle RIGHT before the exams? gotta study

my life is in a mess,
my head is spinning,
my heart is crying,
emotions are raging.
i am confused,
i am lost,
i am holding on to the strand of hope,
knowing i must not stray from the path that i should take.
keep the focus in sight,
the goal in mind.
do not complicate matters.

yeah man. parker lam the pro man. top for 50m breaststroke. totally imbare. haha. like 29sec. whoosh. so today was really rather fun. after sem just lazed around talking here, watching there. then went to take train to sports school with wong feng, kandace, casey, and ben. haha. was quite nice today. you know i think i changed a lot. more open. (stupid too maybe.) but still a bit of my reserved self left. but dunno really. who should i be. more open, or my old quiet self that i occasionally find myself missing my old self. gotta log of now. will continue next time (:

confused....

told you i would not be able to keep this up. my blog is dying already. haha. SOMEBODY! ADMINISTER CPR NOW!!! QUICK! haha. right lame... -.-"
hmm. got into DEP. mhmm. got interview. scared. haha. man whats up with all these short sentences. pheww. i was supposed to be studyin during the hols. have been doing that but i am still scared stiff.
last week of hols. treasure it.

mass calling people who want to go for movie! i have a movie ticket and i need to use it. haha

eh, this pictures is really taken by uh. some1 ok! real one. not cope 1. haha

oh no! the tower is falling! HELP!!!!!
HAHA

rite yc is over. SO FAST!!! and i still have so many pictures to upload. vietnam pictures, yc pictures, random pictures. haha. yc was way fun. haha. and yeah, pre-yc too. haha
pre-yc was like and amazing race game around singapore. haha. like loads of walking but huge fun. then yc. the best thing was the dance man. best that i have gone for so far...although i have only gone for what, 3? haha. then there was the morning hostage activity. pull 1 person per group out at 4am and every1 else got woken up and had to find them. i was the hostage (: not that i am lazy, but i kneww the answers to the qns already. haha. so there. rawr i think that is really about it. cant think of anything else. oh at the dinner table the iths, casey, jc, parker and a few others played some IQ game thingy. haha. u cant blame me for being the slowest man, i didnt get anything at all. haha.

well for a lame joke, this is part 1:
you are stuck in a room with two halves of an orange that you wanted to eat. The tap is spoilt and the water is running. the room is flooding and you need to get out in five minutes. the door is locked and there is no window. how do you get out!!!


well uh, you have two halves of an orange. put them together and now that you have a whole (i mean hole. haha), walk out! haha. okok. i know lame.

yay! yc is coming! by the time you read this it will probably be happening already though. i will thank evr1 when its over though. haha. but it'll be great. haha. yeah.

aint this pic nice? haha. guess who took it. haha