this is my 184th post. haha. i dunno why i took notice Xp under normal circumstance i wld curse teh world and say tks for screwing up my life. now i might not even be able to get a high sch diploma in china...so yes. thats under normal circumstances. but, surprisingly i'm not worried. not really surprisingly. they say your patriachal blessing gives you direction in life, gives you comfort. it really does...really