perspectives I

its funny how people can change your perspectives, change your likes and dislikes, maybe even change your personality!
just to list a few, my sister got me hooked on choir, casey got me hooked on awesome dance music and mashup's, shinny got me noticing tigger more, xP, chibi got me more chinese speaking, lol, rachel got me crazy about purple cows, haha, and kandace just got me krazy...xD
people change you. and you welcome that change. because deep down, thats what you want to do too. you want to be the change, bring about change, be remembered for that change. and so you admire them for what they did and you embrace it. but when that person leaves your life, that part of you starts to die out. or you make it go away. coz having that still in you only reminds you of that person. and it hurts. BIG TIME. and then you have a void in your heart, in your life. and maybe it might hurt more than memories. but you push on. you dont give a...you dont care. haha. you load yourself and pile on the work! wake up at 5am to run. go train and coach the touch rugby team. make everywhere else (including the brain surpwise surpwise) hurt so that it can divert your attention away. life is full of adaptations. its darwanian.
this week was kinda good. there was mutual yesterday and i decided to go pop down to matt sears's house to say hi. background. matt is a priest, inactive because his chinese girlfriend is not allowed to attend church. he is doing his eagle project. most of his friends are in college so well, since we all can do with an extra friend, i try to visit him as often as i can. and so i was walking down to his place, saw this deacon that did not want to go for mutual and is semi-inactive, pulled him along with me. then went to matt's house and really i just wanted to catch up with him but he said he would follow us down to mutual in the end. awesome yeh?

its all about perspective. life's good. and if ANYBODY dare say that this is an emo post, i will slaaaap you when i go to singapore in november. hahaha